november rain in liege....

i didn't manage to write here this month...so maybe it will be a good ocasion to do that now.
i just came back...wish i didn't at least for a good period of time...but i am here now and i have to put up with this for a while...

last days were like the great escape, the getway car, a vintage one but a great one. i felt free, different, i found myself and i realized, if i had any doubt, that i don't belong here...i can't say for sure that i belog there either...but here no way...

i found many answers and i got even more confused in the same time, i had an intense emotional status that reached different levels from plus to minus and vice versa. i felt alive and back on track.

we had a lot of interesting adventures, and stories to tell but it's not where u go is how u feel for a moment in ur life and if u find that moment....it lasts forever...and i did again, i found it and now i have to make sure it will last....but the only test it has to pass is the one of time...so i shall see

anyways one thing i know for sure, and u know me u know i am soo fucked up and confused and i never know what i want or what is the rite thing to do....but what i know for sure is that my home is on the road....i will never get tired, and if somewhere over there i also find u maybe i will give u extra...i will make a stop and then i shall move on and on and so on...i don't care about the destination, cuz the trip makes it worthwhile.

it is a big confusion around me, like an english fog but even so i go further, and god knows time passes really fast and it knows only one way...i won't chase it, i won't try to stop it either, i will just go along wid it...i'll just flip the coin and spin the globe and see what comes out...who knows afterall life is like a box of chocolates...u never know what u're gonna get....

p.s se spune ca ochii care nu se vad se uita, poate ca asa e dar sunt alte lucruri care nu se uita...ever si cateodata acele mici detalii fac diferenta...