maybe sometimes i was led by confusion in many actions that i took...but even so it was not that bad...confusion is like a cloudy monday morning, even if u don't know how is gonna be that day u still wake up, get up and go out...on the way u might find out that is not that awful as u thought i was... people are smiling to u and u smile back, u drink ur coffee and it tastes awesome, you get to work and the sun comes up...you go out and take a walk on the street and you observe the trees, the flowers, even the cars that are passing by, the people...and u feel somehow part of something that is vivid....that breaths that is alive...you open your eyes wider and you start dreaming...you cross the street and you have a dream, your dream and that is more important than everything, because you know that it's gonna come true, because you know that you will make it come true and nothing is gonna stop you...
simple things are the hardest to achieve but once you succeeded it once...next steps are easier to make...so i smile, i take my jeans, my snickers, my cap and an umbrella, i look around and i see everything that surrounds me, i put my headsets and rise the volume, it sings: i have a dream and so i cross the street, i run and i look back, i am happy with what i see, that is my past i watch the portuguese handmade watch on my wrist and i check the time...is 3:45 and i feel free and happy that is the present, i put my sunglasses on and i look in front of me...there is S, waiting for me...i see the future, rose... :)
he asks me: you are again late, will you ever be on time?
i reply: maybe...who knows, time is relative, so are we :)
he says: might be, but why did u take the umbrella, today is sunny..
i answer: indeed
he: ooo i know, the weather might change and you want to be prepared in case it rains, right?
i: wrong! i hope it rains, but still i'm not gonna use it...i like the rain to much to stop it from touching me..it's a great feeling...
he, a bit puzzled: ok, i give up...but i'm still curious, why did u take that umbrella with u?
i, smiling: to keep me in the shadow...so you can picture my light...
p.s i walked many roads, and i saw may things, i felt alive, i learned a lot but still i'm not ready but i know that soon i will and then all it will make sense for both of us...
p.s 1 i love...
p.s 2 i read somewhere that hiding from things doesn't make them disappear and so i decided to speak with a magician, his name is faith! :)
p.s 3 it's all in your head, dreams are for those moments when life gets u stuck...between 1 am and 5 am
p.s 4 i simply say: pink nails on keyboard make a night brainstorm...and shadows easily turn into sun rays...wake up call and actions replace dreams...in order to make them come true :)
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