Wow...is really weird, one of those moments when u browse the net to find something and u end up...on a weird page, u read what is written there and it feels like u wrote that thing!
It happened now...and yeah maybe otherwise I wouldn't have mentioned it...but sometimes we have the feeling that we are the only ones experiencing a certain feeling, or emotional state, or even mood...and go figure..we are not! Of course, but our inner dramatic self is trying to put us in that situation of total pity and victimize our inner-self to its maximum...we suffer the most, we endure the most, we are the most hurt and so on the pain tale continues!!!
If I was Pandora and I had to open that box...I would have closed it earlier...hope is nice to lie within us...and is useful most of the times...as long as we do not confuse it with delusion. But I guess I would have kept inside also compromise...and thus i would have transformed it into dust...no more compromise given to the people...no more this kind of situations in which u might feel comfortable but you don't feel happy...no more those times of erasing your real feelings and accepting to be treated less than you deserve just because that is the only way to be close to the person u so much care about...
Smelling sticks in a Japanese vase and postcards split all over the room...Georgian wine in my glass and some la la la la ..la la...goes on and in my head like...that lil girl dressed in pink singing...xmmm....
A new year has started, new faces have appeared and new opportunities still lay hidden behind close doors, but old doubts receive an answer and new thoughts haunt my tired brain..rolling the dice, i say hello to emotional uncertainty, my best fellow for the past years and goodbye to a tired manner of feeling heard by those who shut their ears before u open ur mouth...c'est la vie..she said...and you will never walk alone...on Anfield Road :)
p.s i spin spin spin the globe..and no effect yet, maybe i should stick to spinning the glove...
p.s 1 a dolphin with Greece written on it staying on my clepsydra...(sand glass)...hmm is there any point in that?
p.s 2 will anyone read this? and if yes would he/she bother to understand what is written here?
p.s 3 i finally understood that sometimes, your feelings can be wrong...and simply mistaken...at the end of the day, they are not rational...they are just conflictual dilemmas of the heart...
p.s 4 maybe...will take u nowhere...but guess what? that is the exact place where i will meet u!
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