i gotta feelin....

and here i go again...paking my stuff and trying not to miss the 5 am flight to the next destination...
old habits die hard...and as i said before a freak like me needs infinity...and even so it's not enough...i can't stay foot...i just i feel that call inside my veins that's yelling for me to run as far as i can.
i came to a point in my life when this kind of lifestyle suits me best, trains, buses, airports, ships, cars...new people all day long, old friends, alone but still not and so on.
an old friend of mine asked me yesterday how can i be like that? how can i attach and detach so quickly from people...how can i share some moments wid somebody and after a couple of days i go and i forget and move on...it's not chaosoul?
no is not, i didn't manage to answer then so i will make it now, especially for u so u can have at least a small part of my perspective. i go, indeed i meet people indeed i get attached to them, or to him it depends but...i live that experience there, i praise the present moment, i live for it, i don't take it for granted, and i stoped making plans and schemes regarding that...so i am giving a chance to the unexpected to surprise me..and it always does it right... :)
it's a way of living...not taking it for a long term...no...but now it's what i need and that's it.
u don't need to get approval from anyone...u don't need to be accepted...u just need to feel free and awake :) you can hear the music if you know how to listen :)
so this time i got a feeling that...tonight's gonna be a good nite...and tm/row as well and so on...

p.s don't try to understand...just live it
p.s 1 yeah it keeps me non-bored and alive
p.s 2 i admit i am addicted...but not to you :)
p.s 3 i can hardly wait for my pictures to reflect what i will feel :)
p.s 4 you looked miserable...this time i am swy for u dude
p.s 5 when i'm berlin ur off to london..but when ur in front of me..."i'm just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her"
p.s 6 und jetzt bin ich weg...und nein ich habe dich nicht vergessen und hoffentlich wir treffen konnen...and who knows what destiny is plannig for us....this time

tills jag ser dig igen: hejdå....