october rain outside...in old bucharest..but i'm waiting for november one...why? dunno...i guess it's like old times and for me the rain equals november...at least in the autum...
i like this weather is my kind...like i said last year is london weather in paris and i feel like home...
where? i also don't know...i guess i will figure that out later...maybe my home is where u are...always on the road...everytime in other city and stuff like that....
will i ever get tired? maybe someday but not now...now i feel like i have to go further...to move on to new places...new people wait for me to meet them...others...the ones i already know...i left behind...not for long but some of them got used to me like that, to be left behind...so what? i don't care. yes i am selfish and what? i never forget!!!
i just remebered what somebody said to me long time ago: kiddo u're hard to forget and banned to remember...maybe...maybe not i guess it's how u are perceived by others
i don't mind to figure that out as long as i make sense to you...
anyways...i realized i can have a very deep conversation with someone i never met before...he accidentally bumps into my mail...and sends me by mistake a note...and so an entire thing is developed...how come? why do we feel this need and curiosity out of the blue to connect with people we didn't meet face to face and have a great conversation? i guess is the human spirit within..or just a great day for making new connections...who knows?
what time do i leave the office, he asks! well i don't have a office...i'm a freelancer, i answer. i face the world by my own brand...i don't act on behalf of others but i have a cool attitude to stand for...and so he is silent and thinks..
u still there, i ask? still no answer...and yet..i get it! yes i am...i'm shoked and inspired in the same time...
i say to him: leave this for other day...now i have to go...i shall talk to you again or never..i guess it's a matter of faith..or choice call it as u wish. and so i go!
i also realized that these days in bucharest...i keep on hearing ur name..it's bizzare..why? another question wid no answer...is not that u have a very common name and this is even more weird.
all in all...i must leave now. where? u shalll find out when u see me there ...untill that keep in mind one thing: most of human life is wasted in waiting...so stop doing that...and njoy the ride.
p.s i love you
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